HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

I did this in purpose, for posting it after her birthday @ 10+ minutes late.. tee-hee :DD
Happy birthday SYAU !!
i got no pictures with you, also dont have any TEAM with you..
but im still your best papa :DD hehehehe (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
TWO presents from me worhh.. haha :DD
Happy? (:
Pretty as always plss..
but dont make me fall for you ohh.. wakkakakakaka xD

偶尔..

偶尔..我希望我会胃痛.. 让别人关心下..
有时..我希望可以有一个人完全了解我.. 不需要我说一个字.. 就可以知道我要什么..

感觉不到.. 感觉..不到..

emo ):

Story time :DD

Tuesday ! chun hin !!! Happy birthday ~~~~~ (:
Wednesday ! AH HUEI !! *my sis* HAPPY BIRTHDAY ~~~~ !! :DD
Thursday ! 6DOTS ! *sky* HappY BirthDay !!!!!!!!!! (: (:

KARYEN !! don't cry pls.. hahahaha :P
I know it's damnn freaking TOUCHING.. It's okayy.. don't need to say thx.. haha xD
went ou after that with BANYAK orang.. and it's damnn funny (: haha xD
drank *dai dai bui* bcoz of chun hin's 3day birthday thing.. heh xD

selepas itu, go watch *the last airbender* which is a new movie and its damnn nice too ! :DD hehe xD sit with my yo bo <3 hehehehe.. xD

today !!
go curve with banyak orang again !! xD
bought 3 thing (: actually i wanna buy 2 only, black and white..
after that, i took white, fiona ask me to buy purple.. okayy, i took.. karyen " WOII !! PINK!! " changed to pink.. FIONA " PURPLE !!! " changed to purple KARYEN " PINK!!!!!!! " STOP !!!!!!! I'll just buy both and white.. =.="
*both " hehehehe... " *

watch-ed 2 show !!!!! DAMNN NICE!!!!
1st, the sorcerer's apprentice ...
1 word to describe.. NICE !
before that, makan thai express :DD
eat le 20+ ):
after movie, 1 more !! terus go for inception ! <3
1 word... *dunnoe what to say, just FREAKING NICE* and i actually understand it :DD <3
hehehehehehe (: how smart am i ? :P

but den.. reach home.. kena papa marah ): T_T
SAD.. 1 sad ending.. LOL xD
but still, HAPPY BIRTHDAY for THESE 3 ppl up there :DD
haha <3

Story time ~

Ytd was a blast ! many of my friends went to boon seen party.. of coz including me lahh.. but something happened..
it was fun at 1st, we're 无法想象的 close..
but after that, we get some alcohol drinks.. she get some wine, and i get 2 bottle of wine and half bottle of carlsberg..

at 1st she get drunk.. but im sooo blur ady ><
she kissed me.. i know she dont want to.. just that she's drunk.. thats why she do so..
i hope she kiss me only when she really want to and she actually mean it..

when she's drunk.. she dunnoe herself actually said something that hurt me badly, deeply.. when you're drunk.. janice asked you.. who you like.. you said wai qi.. and mun houng.. You know what i feel ? i feel like there's thousand of needle poke into my heart.. so pain..
and so i ask you.. me lehh ? you said.. you ? you go away ! haixx.. why even when you're drunk.. you still hate me ? ): you keep saying bad things bout me.. trust me.. those things are just some words of mine when im pissed off... i believe you will say something bad and accidently hurt someone when you're angry rite.. ? haixx.. T_T seriously.. i... ):

after that.. i cried like a sohai.. saying whatever thing i think in my heart..
I spill to many ppl.. but im awake after that..
i keep wanna drink, THEY all dont let me drink T_T
suan le bahh.. ady pass le... (:

Thank you SOO much to fiona.. when im crying like a sohai.. cry so badly.. she's the 1 beside me, keep advising me and comfort me.. I've cried for like an hour there.. she's beside me for an hour too.. I know i said something to you.. and you answered me.. i know those answer are just to comfort me.. but still.. fiona.. THX !!! love you ! (: haha..

6dots, you made me laugh.. im sorry to push you down, and sorry made your plan *rainbow colour* fail.. but still.. thx ! love you :P

lou po, lim syau, paik yen, mei san, shannon, kok how, wen yuet, shun lin, wai qi, edwin, jc and d others....
THANK YOU sooooooooo much.. you guys comfort me too.. love you guys.. thx !!

also.. sis, ching and sis de bf..
HAHAHAHA your bf so funny lahh xD sup yo ~~ :P HAHAHAHA xD
thx you guys too.. love you all ya.. (:


and.. seriously.. i still LOVE you.. from the starting till now, till the end.. i never change before.. everyday, everytime, infront of my friend.. I looks like SOO happy, sometime like siao kia lidat.. so high.. but every night, in my room, I emo inside my room.. sometimes.. i even cry, and hide inside my blanket..
even my friend ask me what happen.. i never tell them..


while im crying.. i keep blaming myself, hating myself.. why so sohai go say those thing and hurt you, make you angry, make you cry..
i hate myself why say break up with you..
but everything's too late d.. and I've get your answer..
although i still love you.. but i need to move on without you..
I will try my very best to.. even i still damn love you..
can i just ask you last time ? you still love me mahh.. if you love me.. can gimme your answer ?
i really need to know the answer.. bcoz.. i love you....

Party

Happy birthday booon seeeen ! (:
It was FUN ! :DD but i never eat anything.. heh xD
but she's drunk TT lucky nvr kiss other boy, if not sure very jealous xD
but she said something sooo hurtful.. ):

I cried dunnoe how many time there..
I'm so fucking blur which i just wanna say out what i feel that time.. I'm not drunk anyway :P

many ppl see dao i cry.. but now nothing lehh.. (:
and i got the answer.. I still WISH i can move along without her..
bcoz, even until now.. i still love her.. TT

kks.. many thing, but dont wanna say le ><
night ! (:

love you...

wtf is this ?

how the fuck i know you're in an extremely bad mood ?
you're in a bad mood.. my mood very good ? did you think of mine ?

you say i never respect you.. HOW THE FUCK I KNOW HE TAKE THE PICTURE IS POSTED BY YOU ?! SOHAI ! o0o
and.. IT'S FUCKING WEIRD IF I SUDDENLY GO ASK YOU.. can my friend edit the picture of MINE which is posted by YOU ?!


yeahh.. father son relationship..
seriously.. you just spill it out like this, so easily..
what about those hard day, happy day we've been through together before ?!
so you just forget about it just bcoz you're in a fucking bad mood ?!

ya lo.. i don't deserved to be YOUR father.. btw.. DID i ask you to be ? you're just bcoz you're part of my complicated family's SON or BRO or WHATEVER

Yeap, i don't respect you.. you correct lahh.. you right all lahh..
i most sohai lahh..

sien.. speechless...

如果现在再说一次 我爱你 还有机会吗?

haixx.. why i like that de lehh ? ):
i wish i were just despo-ing..
but i know i'm not..
ahhhhhhhhhh dunnoe what am i talking about lahh =.="

xDxD

lolx i think you get some wrong information le xD
but nvm lahh (: lazy to explain.. :P
just let it be.. whatever you wanna think (:

Loongg story...

First of all, I wanna apologize to you.. here..
I've figure out already, not gonna do those childish things again..
haha this few day i damn childish luu.. those post, purposely wanna make you angry.. xD

now everything also i let go le lahh.. (: hope that.. you can forgive me behh.. although i know it's like impossible.. I've say out those words..

okayy...
yesterday, i went ou.. you went also lahh (:
I go home @ 2+ xD !!
did you ever try running in ou during 1+ am?! :DD
I DID ! LOL freaking.. FUN !! :DD
haha.. damn hyper when i'm with them.. i like to hangout with them (:
although they're.. *** but they're normal when they're with me.. :DD
HAHAHAHA all also gone ki siao d.. :P
laugh daooo...
if the bday boy de papa never *blow* him go home, we buy liao ticket and watch till 3++ liao luu xD !!
we went for snooker @ 1+ ..
kinda potong bcoz got 2 sh indian.. they think they so pro >< come scold 9 us ==
den ah chun dulan d xD show them middle finger..
and den..
RUN AHHHHHHHH... LmaO XD !!

after that, go to bday boy house aka yenhao
that nixon ahh..
KEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP saying bout ghost stuff =.="
he sendiri also scare but still keep saying, make dao me also scare scare liao xD
but den i still sleep until so nice lahh :P

and..
today.. i nvr go for tuition, got scolded by my mami.. xD
after my tuition only i reach center xD
anyway...
GOT PPL COME OUR CENTER AND TAKE MOVIE !! :DDDDDDDD
wahhhahahaha.. I'm not stupid 3 ! NTV 7 !
go support support (:
sun bian see see my center :P



LASTLY.. stlil lahh.. sorry.. ):

......

do you actually know how hurt issit ?
the moment i see that..
i act?
yeahh.. i really hope is just acting..
i act emo.. act care bout you..
yeahh.. i act..
IM JUST ACTING ! WHY YOU SO CARE BOUT IT ?!
YOU CAN JUST CONTINUE WITH YOUR LIFE, FLIRTING EVERYDAY !
yeahh.. you want me to be a happy guy, funny guy..
but you're the 1 who's making be the sad guy, not funny guy..
i hate you.. seriously..
enough of this shyt..
i care bout you, you dont appreciate..
suan le..
i go care about a dog is much more better..
at least they'll treat me better..
be there for me whenever i need them..


since you think it's annoying..
I'll stop..
that's all.. don't feel like talking about it anymore..

*Specially Thx To*

SPECIALLY THANKS TO Alvina *heng dai* ! Haw yu *yi lai* ! Andrea *lou po* ! Jia leng *lou gong* ! Ryan, Keat hoe, Vincent, Chris, Wai Yip, Sky, Syau, Paik Yen, Janice, Jia Cheng *bestie* !
Other More More More More out there, THX ! :DD

Thx Alvi ! :DD
I'll slowly wait for the FISHES ! :DD
Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee you ! (:
<3

:P

xoxo

Hie Readers out there ! (:

Hiee my friends, best friends out there :DD

sorry ohh.. this few week make you all worry bout me, and also thx for caring bout me so much ! :DD

1st ~ i want thx to my best friends : sky, syau, paik yen, jia cheng, edwin, janice, amanda, junfai, alvina, chris and wai yip keat hoe, vincent ! :DD
2nd ~ i want thx to my *family* : sorry ahh.. all like remix so i just say out name luu xP : ah liang, hao tuck, wai lin, zhi yuan, suk nee, jun yang, ching ching.. THX TO YOU ALL ! i dunnoe you all can see anot lahh (: but still.. THX ! :DD
3rd ~ i want thx to my lou po : andrea , lou gong : jia leng , YI LAI *best :DD* : haw yu ! *pee* : sue yee :DD *i'm shyt and she's pee.. haha xDD* (:

*sorry if left out some of you, coz sooo many ppl treat me sooo good :DD so i might left out some :P SORRY AHH :DD *

I've choose to stop waiting for her.. even though i still love her very much.. but i dowan wait le ! (:

someone told me that, she sure will come back for you next time..
i wont accept, coz i will never let a SAME girl hurt me 3 TIME ! (:

Thanks to every1 out there..
i loveeeeeee you all so much ! :DD

Thanks for all the caring and worrying..
lastly, sorry guys and girls (:


*note* Special thanks to my real mama :DD
she really love me so much ! (:
love you tooo mami :DD

Haixxx.. miss you...

we're now.. currently separate, or can say it as.. break up.. ><
but i'm not gonna take this as break up, gonna take it as.. separate for awhile only (:

i think it's a good time for us to rest..

i've think of this thing for few days d..
you're not happy these few day.. that makes me emo too ):

i said this is bcoz i respect you..
although i still damn miss you T_T
haixx.. how only i can stop thinking bout you for awhile pls?
):

now only i know what actually happened..

i think i've changed too much for you, you dont really like now de me..
i think it's time for me to change back to the old time me..
the happy, funny me (:
you like de is that "me" bahh (:

i will try my vest best to change from now de emo "me"
and change back to the funny, happy "me"

(:

i will be keep waiting for your answer, forever and always..
i dunnoe when i get sooo serious with you ><

all i wanna say is, i love you pinky chong (:

<3 !

does this count as cold war?

Arghhhhhhh i hate these few days..
i hate myself T_T

i wanted to tell you cancel everything.. what dowan find you..
what shyt what shyt .. all CANCEL

but den you tell me you're tired T_T
you need some time to rest..

i respect your decision..
but pls tell me asap ):
sooo wanna find you, sooo damn miss you... ><

well.. does this count as cold war? o.o
i'm not even pissed at you now ><

i actually not very understand what happened..
i also a little blur blur..

i hope you can tell me the answer asap...
text back with me..
kept texting you but no reply ):
feel so bad...


Gahh.. miss you ):
can i just stop thinking bout you for just a moment pls ? ><

haixx..

many.. many thing wanna write..

hmm.. where should i continue ?
ohh.. after the day she came back, she's very happy.. im happy too bcoz she's back and she's damnn happy..
her voice just sound sooo damnn happy.. that makes me happy too..

after that.. she told me she damnn miss me..
Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.. soo touching, i miss her too T^T

but there's something happened during thursday, the day i hangout with her, sky, syau, paik yen, phaik, zy, jc, edwin, andrea..
the 1st movie was at 11+
me, sky syau py phaik zy andrea watched *the killer*
wow.. it was damnnnn nice ! every 1 around him was like a KILLER to kill him ! @@

after movie, 1 +
she reach at 1.. Awww i cant wait to see her, while im walking to meet her from old wing to new wing, i dunnoe why i walk so fast..
den i slow down and wait for sky they all..
a while later.. we reach GSC, and there's the place where my SAD memory start..
she told me she damn miss me !
but den ?
haixx..
i wanted to hug her when i 1st see her at the shop *newplus*
she's like..... maybe don't want or something.. and so she moved away..
*potong-ed* *mood*
nvm luu.. after that we walk to tgv..
at tgv there, 1st time i wanna hold her hand.. she MOVED AWAY !
*potong-ed* * 2nd time ! *
during buying ticket, she stand beside zy ! not me !
i was standing alone over there.. doing nothing =.="

i know she want to watch karate kid..
and so i told them to watch karate kid..
karate kid was at *5 pm till 7 *
i ask her, she say cannot.. she's going back home at 6 !
so.. we changed to TOY story 3 ==
*4.30 till 6*

okayy luu..
after that.. we go to buy jia lengs present..
after buying that.. she say okayy lahh..
you go find your friends lahh.. i go meet my sister d..
my heart was thinking like.. dont lahh.. still got so many time.. i wanna see you longer >< now is only 1++ the movie is like 4.30.. there's 3 hour more..
i never say out.. so she just walk go there..
i wanted to help her to hold the thing she's holding, den hold her hand..
she dowan my help, and i still try to hold her hand lahh..
*2nd time for what day*
she's like no respond !
*potong-ed 3rd time !!* *no mood d.. dulan, emo.. whatever.. all also got just dont have HAPPINESS ! *

after makan bbq plaza with andrea, syau and paik yen..
we go to tgv.. buy drinks..
go in for toy story..

actually my mood okay abit d..
UNTIL SHE TEXT ME..
okayy lahh.. 1st msg nothing..
just normal reply but with those *不开心的语气*
after few msg..
she said okayy lahh.. i also watching movie de..
"i was like.. reach home d..?! ==
"no la.. at ou tgv de..
*i was thinking WTF ?! YOU SAID YOU'RE GOING HOME At 6 ! HOW CAN YOU WATCH MOVIE NOW ?! *
"what movie you watch?

......

"no reply.. whole movie not ENJOYING, and no mood.. dulan also.. she ALWAYS dont reply my msg.. i also dunnoe what she want some times..*

after my movie finish, i went to find JC and EDWIN.. the love bird out there ==
i called her..
"what movie you watching?
"karate kid

....

* i damn fucking pissed off and put down the phone.. damn sad and unhappy also..
bcoz i actually asked her wanna watch karate kid anot, i can teman her... coz my mom can also fetch her home.. she said **dowan**

* WTF ?! you said you're going home at this time.. but now you're watching movie with other ppl ?! boy or girl i also dunnoe.. i just know your sister's there also *
you know i damn freaking unhappy mahh ?
you know i damn sad mah ?!

i asked them to go to haagen daaz..
i cried there..
not like cried.. tears drop..
jc saw, edwin too...

freaking no mood even until i go home..

when im going home.. you called me..
i dont feel like talking


haixx..
dont feel like saying d..

now... once again..
today, i thought we could be like normal, tuition together, happily..
laughhhh... smileee... chit chat over there..
but what ? you dont even seems to want to talk to me..
i was damn very happy you know ? after i receive the present you gave me..

i reach home at 6 after the tuition..
prepare, went out for dinner..
you're not replying my msg since 5.30 ! even at that time, you don't really seems like WANT to SMS or TALK or whatever with me you know ?
it's already 1 something..

I've get FRUSTRATED, DISAPPOINTED ONCE AGAIN !!

when i receive that msg, i keep thinking bout you..
the cute piggy over there..
the pink colour..
i keep like imagine..
im going to call you tonight, and sweet talk, ask you why you gimme this thing..
issit you want me think of you whenever i look at this thing ?

GOD DAMNIT ! it's like..
haixx..
i hate myself for loving you so MUCH !

always, i sms you..
yeahh.. happy sometime..
but.. MOST OF THE TIME, i get all the PUNCHES PUNCH on my HEART !
all the Frustration.. Disappointment..
Im enough of these shyt !


just now, i even think like..
tmr im not going to have full tuition *econ*
will we like hug before leave ?
NO WAY ! you will not fucking do that !
i dont think you even care bout this relationship already..
you're always busy with your thing, your tv.. the lengzai, gossip girl * woahh damn nice ahh !! damn alot lengzai ahh !!*

I'm enough of these SHYT !

seriously.. im already damn tired..
you still want me to WAIT ?
or what.. you gonna change ?
well.. i dont think so...

this is all the feeling you GAVE me ...

I'm making the last call before i TRY to sleep..
maybe you might actually SLEEP ALREADY and forget to TEXT ME...
yeahh..
or maybe you're still BUSYING with your stuffs..
you dont tell me what you do..
how the hell am i suppose to know what my gf is doing alllll these days ?!!
cant you just tell me ?!
what secret..
i thought there should be no SECRET between bf and gf you know..



I'm tired.. not gonna text you EVERYDAY
unless you sms me..


byeee......

4th day ~

4th day luu ~~ tmr last day le.. :DD
can't wait to see you ): damn miss you =.="
haixx... but den...................
haixx.. >< ):

today my mama's coming back ohh (:
miss her banyak banyak also >< :DD

i missed you again.. today..
just now went to chris house again, i took those...
冰棒 to eat..
after keat hoe take, there's 2 left, pink and orange..
keat hoe took orange, and he said orange's nice..
normally, ppl will take orange coz someone else said it's nice..
i dunnoe why i take pink, until ryan said "pinky" this word..
i realise.. i took pink bcoz of you..
bcoz you like, i started to like things that's pink..
of coz i dont want to have things like pink.. coz damn girly ==
just that, i dont hate pink colour d.. (:


haixx.. i hope you come back le, den everything, every problem will be solve bahh...
i don't want to be like now.. suffer everyday, emo-ed for dunnoe how many week le..

since the 3rd month start.. i feel like you've changed..
well.. maybe it's bcoz of EXAM.. or maybe not..

but still...


HATE EXAM =.="


2010/6/10 thursday
mood.. 50% 50%

3rd day..

the 3rd day you go to thailand..
you coming back tomorrow or friday? ><
damn miss you.... ):

i still miss you today..
EMO-ed for maybe 30 minutes when im with keat hoe, chris, ryan..
haha.. dunnoe why suddenly think of you when im playing PSP..
maybe you scolded me when i play PSP in center bahh..
thats why i think of you....

haixx.. miss you ):
faster come back lahh..

2010/6/9
wednesday
mood.. happy, down.. TIRED

2nd day..

the 2nd day you go thailand..

you say 4 or 5 day coming back..
well.. i think it's a nice timing to go thailand..
bcoz this also gave us some time to think about our thing..
maybe there's no problem with you, but me.. i have..
it's a time for me to think bout it...

you know? today i KEEP think of you..
just wake up.. think of you
makan.. think of you
in neway.. think of you
going back home.. think of you
now.. before sleep.. think of you

god dammit =.=" how can i forget bout you? like just 1 day plsh ?
stupid pain, leave me alone !

today, still damn miss you..

always i wake up i hope to receive your msg.. but everytime also dont have..
kinda disappointing...

kay lahh.. gotta go.....
night readers @@

8/6/10 tuesday
mood.. happy 70% down 30%...

1st day..

1st day you go..
damn miss you >< ):
hope you faster come back... haix..

i do what also think of you ):
sien ahhhhh ):

faster come back lahhhhhhh.....

3 month luu..

Dear.. happy 3 month anniversary (:
ytd something happened.. i couldn't sleep well..
i think i slept at 5+ >< ... coz i just feel asleep den papa came and wake me up >< ..
now i dowan sleep yet, coz i wanna wait for your call..
wanna tell you 1 time, by my mouth... happy 3 month anniversary.. >< ...
last 10 minute le..
will you check your phone? or you might just forget bout it? ....

dear.. ytd night i cant sleep, bcoz.................
i will try my very best to change that..
dont angry le.. k?
):


sleepy ahh........


* happy 3 month anniversary, muacks.. love you.. (: *


just incase you really forget bout it... >< .....

It came true !

1 Of my Dream came True !! :DD
she wished me and it's 1st :DD
haha (: tot dreaming.. :P
so happy lehh xD xD

dear.. xin ku lo.. working now ><
sleep earlier ya ! dowan see you stress ahhhhh
xD

night (:

My this year birthday wishes are...

I have only 2 wishes which is
1: i wish you were the 1st 1 to wish me happy bday in msn/sms/fb/call.. but i know it's impossible..
2: i wish i can pass my add maths exam in d mid term ><

well.. i know this 2 wishes was a little impossible especially the 1st ><
but.. it's okayy (:
enjoy your sarawak trip dear..
love you :DD

lastly, this's the lyric i think it's VERY suitable for me, this year de birthday.. (: but not SO sad lahh ... (:

我知道伤心不能改变什么
那么让我诚实一点
诚实难免有不能控制的宣泄
只有关上了门不必理谁
一个人坐在空的包厢里面
手机让它休息一夜
难,想切割切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐
我对自己说
蜡烛点了
寂寞亮了
生日快乐
泪也融了
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
还爱你带一点恨
还要时间
才能平衡
热恋伤痕
画面重生
祝我生日快乐

一个人坐在空的包厢里面
手机让它休息一夜
难,想切割切掉回忆的画面
眼泪不能流过十二点
生日快乐
我对自己说
蜡烛点了
寂寞亮了
生日快乐
泪也融了
我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
还爱你带一点恨
还要时间
才能平衡
热恋伤痕
画面重生
祝我生日快乐

还爱你带一点恨
还要时间
才能平衡
热恋伤痕
画面重生
祝我生日快乐


happy birthday, kienyi......

Happy :DD

ytd was my add maths exam..
i was kinda sad bcoz i cant do well in the paper 2 ):
and so i told her i not going down for recess, gonna do work in class..
and so, she went down jl
i took out my paper, start doing, doing..
ehh? i saw her :DD
den i continue do my work luu..
she come find me..
Wahhh ~~ 1st time lehh xD
i din ask her why she come up..
but i very happy le.. :P

i actually wanted to post this last night.. but you asked me to sleep.. so i off the laptop, and sleep.. :DD as you asked me to do.. (:
ily dear <3 :DD

):

what's going on between me and her de friendship?
anything's wrong? o.o
i dunnoe weihh.. since i couple d, she like feel dont really talk to me..
when im on9, she used to say HIII to me, the 1st 1.. like.. always @@
but now, dont even see her on9 ><
anything's wrong? o.o
goshh...
feel so weird..



sometime.. i feel like she cares more bout him den me...
jealous ):
if you really cares bout me den show it pls ? i cant feel it.. ):

*dont misunderstand* ....

dear.. hope your headache, eye pain and d sickness faster cure.. ><
worry ):

miss you ):

妈的,死猫臭猫烂猫

刚才我跟妈妈出去,我出门之前不小心让狗给跑出去了 应为忘记绑它
回来时,狗不见了,爸爸骂我到................
直接没有心情了..一直很担心,怕狗一去不回.. >< 在这个时候, 妈的,住在隔壁家的死猫出现..
我看不清时我还以为我的狗回来了，死猫，给了我希望又毁掉它，结果我气匆匆的跑出去赶走它
妈的！在一次给我希望，当它跑着去后面时，被狗追，我以为我的狗在追着它
原来只是另外一只流浪狗...我开心到.......................但原来只是其它狗 ):
大概二十分钟后.. 他回来了.. 爽到.................... 不用担心了...
他回来时我超开心的..

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Dear !! today is may 20 ohh
520 (:
muacks :DD

haixx..

Haixx.. 当你在看电视的时候，你知道我有多闷吗?不管再闷,我都会尽量不烦你...
每次你在看电视时... 回我都特别慢..而且很短..算了..干脆让你去看戏先..
其实有时我跟你说话的时候..我有在特别暗示你一些东西..只是你不知道罢了..真的很懊恼..我应该要怎么才能让你知道呢? 怎么才能够改掉我的坏习惯呢?cacat到死== 很烦咯== haixx...
我现在的心情烂极了..
每次有电视的时候,电话就好像多余的..
算了吧..
sien...... haix....

Gemini's problem

Today morning im like.. normal.. den after go makan, i suddenly so emo ==
well.. the reason is... *secret* xD
after that, im like.. normal again, and kinda.. hyper >< ...
omg.. what happened to me?!
and suddenly justina asked me.. are you gemini ?
im like.. yeahh why leh ??
no la.. coz gemini de ppl will be like.. this minute completely hyper with you, but next minute ignore you, think alot crap and some others.. i forget d.. >< ...
and i am this kind of ppl =.="
OMG! and she said.. hope your gf can tahan your this attitude.. change this bad attitude la !!
i tried ): but cant.. haixx >< and it's not like i dowan weihh.. is that i cant ! >< Haixx..
so sad ):
bcoz of this emo thingy today i like.. ignored her ==
goshhhhhh... feel so bad right after that ):
what the heck weihh.. >< ...
Making a wish right now ):
and hope that this wish will come true.. and last forever.. :DD
Pleashhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh >< ...

Lifeless ppl

Haixx.. why're there so many lifeless bitches ?
like that 2 sohai >< ...
sien lo.. i comment, i chat with girls.. they care so much for? o.o
talk to girls = flirt ... they flirt like shyt d pls ==
Haixx.. say i flirt girls.. dunnoe yourself that only called flirt? LOL
mine call flirt den i mah flirting with GIRL(S) everyday ?!
Haixx.. sad..

all i can say is.. facebook = privacyless..

Lolx.. sunday that time.. her car spoiled xD
den gotta stay there overnight.. ><
Haixx.. monday cant see her ): Sadd...
den today only see her.. Aww..
kinda sad..
today so emo lehh.. dunnoe why also.. >< sad.. ):

The Boredom and The Ignorance..

*The Boredom*
Today i was damn frigging bored in school.. but i was actually quite happy bcoz you actually wanna wake up early and text with me.. Although you din.. but it's okay...

*The Ignorance*
Haixx.. but just now.. i called you..
i wanted to tell you that im bored in school but kinda happy after receiving your message..
but you're too focus on your movie show and 敷衍-ed me..
i wanted to tell you i stomach pain i can't sleep, i wanna talk to you..
i wanted to tell you i feel like vomiting and can't sleep..
there's so much more things i wanna tell you.. and talk to you...
I've actually off my com d.. but i on back just to write this post due to my.. *sickness*

I'm not angry...
just.. kinda sad..
it's okay.. no need say sorry.. i'm going to try to sleep now and try to ignore all these stupid things... ==

Blogspot ~

Today, my friend gave me a blog spot URL link, ask me go see..
the story was so damn touching.. and.. her so called lou gong *boyfriend* passed away..
her story, the way she write was so mature.. it was so touching..


*cari pasal*
haixx.. HIS friend.. everytime i go toilet, sure they're there.. everytime also cari pasal.. like cari gaduh lidat =.="
i asked some friend.. he said they just wanna make us break up..
i'm here to tell you, you're not gonna work in this.. i'm not breaking up with her because of your shyt ! so please stop acting like a 6 years old small kid >< and.. this is damn annoying.. disturbing my life like shyt =.="

Thx.. Damn annoying pls ><


And.. dear ~~ ily :D

Audition.. Sad....

today was a kinda tired day..
went for that stupid meeting >< omg.. sien dao ~~~
den after that.. go her class.. jia leng told me she in jorhh.. i out d.. ><
wahh.. damn sad ):
Haixx.. even in canteen i feel so anti social.. keep thinking of that thing.. den tear drops.. );
Haixx.. i tot i can go in de.. mana tau.. );
suan bahh.. next time Join again bahh.. but scare fail again.. >< Haixx

2 month anniversary ~

2 Monthhhh :DD
happy 2 month anniversary dear xD this relationship can last long long

and hope that secret wont bocor till you after 17 :DD
so.. yeah.. bout the picture..
Next time lahh (: there's still so banyak kali we go out kan ? so.. no worries :DD

kay.. Ciao (:

Audition..

Today's the audition day.. i woke up at 8 and prepare + fetch my dear den wait friend, go to jia leng's house at 11+
reach there at 12+ and waited for 3+ 4 hours till we get to go in for the audition..
when i go in, after i sing, the judges just 点头 and never compliment me..
Haixx ): i think im gonna fail my audition.. not gonna pass for it..
Suan bahh ): Experience bahh.... (:
anyway.. i saw 林宇中 with the peace sign xD ! (:

Suan bahh.. today's kinda sad but kinda happy too (:
coz went out with her till kinda late xD
oh and.. IP MAN 2 ROCKS ! damn nice ! :DD
Ip man = Bruce lee = Legend ! :DD

Kayss.. time to go.. Sad );

goshh so pain

omg.. today play basketball with friends.. me and him same team gehh..
i take jorhh rebound.. but den he still come and ankle me =.="
now nose and leg damn pain ! leg cannot go straight.. >< haixx.. sakitnya ):


*he kena marah~*

Oooshhh xD he kena marah by my mami.. so sad xD
but kinda dai sei... coz he sendiri wanna play with us gehh.. so cannot blame us also ~ who call him wanna join us? xD


*romantic part xD*

LOL! today i dared shannon and yik lurn, if they kiss, i kiss theng..
and so.. shannon kissed yl's cheek xD
den without theng's preparation or something.. i just kissed her xD
and they're like.. Woahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
shannon wanted to kiss yik lurn's lips so they get to see we kiss lips xD
but he FAIL ! coz yl rejected him :D thx yik lurn (: heh xD

well.. for those who wanna see... if you have chance, you can see it (: heh xD

omg omg

goshh >< how she know my blog ~~ omg omg.. when i know who tell her de i gonna kill him/her xD jkjk :P
haixx.. now you know i very easy jealous lo ~~ so.. yeahh (: hah watch out.. xD!


*over addicted*

so addicted to you >< haix.. ):
feel so abnormal xD
sooo not normal like last time.. alamak..

Thx (:

thx dear (: you're just so good ><
just after i told you im damn jealous when you're with him..
you said sorry.. well.. to be honest.. my still feel pain ): i dunnoe why.. but still.. thx dear (: ily <3 :DD

today i made my *entire* life.. well its actually the 1st breakfast lahh xD
i made for you lehh :DD how special you are :P
well hope it tasted nice (: and if you want some more, ask from me :DD i will wake up earlier and make for you :DD

hate him, hate you, hate myself more ==

I hate him.. I hate you.. but i hate myself more..ytd i know he texted you.. thought i've told you that im jealous den you might not be so close to him..goshh and today you're like so close to him == and you lied to me !i hate liars....

in my 2nd till 7th X.. whenever there's guy wanna kao them, i'll think like.. give them.. never ever make yourself sad or angry just because of girl.. girlfriend can find again..but now, the so called CUTE GUY find you.. goshh i so fucking jealous i thought of giving you to her.. but.. i dowan let it go just like that .. i don't wanna leave you ><
today in canteen i saw you and him talking to each other SO HAPPILY but den i act like can't see anything and just walk away with daniel..and JUST NOW.. you LIED to me == you said you wanna go sleep, you said you're tired.. but den? like 10+ minutes or maybe awhile later just right after you said you wanna sleep, you go on facebook and you posted this stupid thing XXX's a bad boy + no responsibility..''What?! i tot you're sleeping ?! what's with the post?''
i hate myself..i hate you for making me so love you and being mad easily or pissed of like just a little thing..i hate myself for being SO sohai and selfish or ba dao or whatever crap.. i hate it very much >< hope this thing will be solved ASAP.. if not im sure this will bring to a Unhappy ending.....