HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

I did this in purpose, for posting it after her birthday @ 10+ minutes late.. tee-hee :DD
Happy birthday SYAU !!
i got no pictures with you, also dont have any TEAM with you..
but im still your best papa :DD hehehehe (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
TWO presents from me worhh.. haha :DD
Happy? (:
Pretty as always plss..
but dont make me fall for you ohh.. wakkakakakaka xD

偶尔..

偶尔..我希望我会胃痛.. 让别人关心下..
有时..我希望可以有一个人完全了解我.. 不需要我说一个字.. 就可以知道我要什么..

感觉不到.. 感觉..不到..

emo ):

Story time :DD

Tuesday ! chun hin !!! Happy birthday ~~~~~ (:
Wednesday ! AH HUEI !! *my sis* HAPPY BIRTHDAY ~~~~ !! :DD
Thursday ! 6DOTS ! *sky* HappY BirthDay !!!!!!!!!! (: (:

KARYEN !! don't cry pls.. hahahaha :P
I know it's damnn freaking TOUCHING.. It's okayy.. don't need to say thx.. haha xD
went ou after that with BANYAK orang.. and it's damnn funny (: haha xD
drank *dai dai bui* bcoz of chun hin's 3day birthday thing.. heh xD

selepas itu, go watch *the last airbender* which is a new movie and its damnn nice too ! :DD hehe xD sit with my yo bo <3 hehehehe.. xD

today !!
go curve with banyak orang again !! xD
bought 3 thing (: actually i wanna buy 2 only, black and white..
after that, i took white, fiona ask me to buy purple.. okayy, i took.. karyen " WOII !! PINK!! " changed to pink.. FIONA " PURPLE !!! " changed to purple KARYEN " PINK!!!!!!! " STOP !!!!!!! I'll just buy both and white.. =.="
*both " hehehehe... " *

watch-ed 2 show !!!!! DAMNN NICE!!!!
1st, the sorcerer's apprentice ...
1 word to describe.. NICE !
before that, makan thai express :DD
eat le 20+ ):
after movie, 1 more !! terus go for inception ! <3
1 word... *dunnoe what to say, just FREAKING NICE* and i actually understand it :DD <3
hehehehehehe (: how smart am i ? :P

but den.. reach home.. kena papa marah ): T_T
SAD.. 1 sad ending.. LOL xD
but still, HAPPY BIRTHDAY for THESE 3 ppl up there :DD
haha <3

Story time ~

Ytd was a blast ! many of my friends went to boon seen party.. of coz including me lahh.. but something happened..
it was fun at 1st, we're 无法想象的 close..
but after that, we get some alcohol drinks.. she get some wine, and i get 2 bottle of wine and half bottle of carlsberg..

at 1st she get drunk.. but im sooo blur ady ><
she kissed me.. i know she dont want to.. just that she's drunk.. thats why she do so..
i hope she kiss me only when she really want to and she actually mean it..

when she's drunk.. she dunnoe herself actually said something that hurt me badly, deeply.. when you're drunk.. janice asked you.. who you like.. you said wai qi.. and mun houng.. You know what i feel ? i feel like there's thousand of needle poke into my heart.. so pain..
and so i ask you.. me lehh ? you said.. you ? you go away ! haixx.. why even when you're drunk.. you still hate me ? ): you keep saying bad things bout me.. trust me.. those things are just some words of mine when im pissed off... i believe you will say something bad and accidently hurt someone when you're angry rite.. ? haixx.. T_T seriously.. i... ):

after that.. i cried like a sohai.. saying whatever thing i think in my heart..
I spill to many ppl.. but im awake after that..
i keep wanna drink, THEY all dont let me drink T_T
suan le bahh.. ady pass le... (:

Thank you SOO much to fiona.. when im crying like a sohai.. cry so badly.. she's the 1 beside me, keep advising me and comfort me.. I've cried for like an hour there.. she's beside me for an hour too.. I know i said something to you.. and you answered me.. i know those answer are just to comfort me.. but still.. fiona.. THX !!! love you ! (: haha..

6dots, you made me laugh.. im sorry to push you down, and sorry made your plan *rainbow colour* fail.. but still.. thx ! love you :P

lou po, lim syau, paik yen, mei san, shannon, kok how, wen yuet, shun lin, wai qi, edwin, jc and d others....
THANK YOU sooooooooo much.. you guys comfort me too.. love you guys.. thx !!

also.. sis, ching and sis de bf..
HAHAHAHA your bf so funny lahh xD sup yo ~~ :P HAHAHAHA xD
thx you guys too.. love you all ya.. (:


and.. seriously.. i still LOVE you.. from the starting till now, till the end.. i never change before.. everyday, everytime, infront of my friend.. I looks like SOO happy, sometime like siao kia lidat.. so high.. but every night, in my room, I emo inside my room.. sometimes.. i even cry, and hide inside my blanket..
even my friend ask me what happen.. i never tell them..


while im crying.. i keep blaming myself, hating myself.. why so sohai go say those thing and hurt you, make you angry, make you cry..
i hate myself why say break up with you..
but everything's too late d.. and I've get your answer..
although i still love you.. but i need to move on without you..
I will try my very best to.. even i still damn love you..
can i just ask you last time ? you still love me mahh.. if you love me.. can gimme your answer ?
i really need to know the answer.. bcoz.. i love you....

Party

Happy birthday booon seeeen ! (:
It was FUN ! :DD but i never eat anything.. heh xD
but she's drunk TT lucky nvr kiss other boy, if not sure very jealous xD
but she said something sooo hurtful.. ):

I cried dunnoe how many time there..
I'm so fucking blur which i just wanna say out what i feel that time.. I'm not drunk anyway :P

many ppl see dao i cry.. but now nothing lehh.. (:
and i got the answer.. I still WISH i can move along without her..
bcoz, even until now.. i still love her.. TT

kks.. many thing, but dont wanna say le ><
night ! (:

love you...

wtf is this ?

how the fuck i know you're in an extremely bad mood ?
you're in a bad mood.. my mood very good ? did you think of mine ?

you say i never respect you.. HOW THE FUCK I KNOW HE TAKE THE PICTURE IS POSTED BY YOU ?! SOHAI ! o0o
and.. IT'S FUCKING WEIRD IF I SUDDENLY GO ASK YOU.. can my friend edit the picture of MINE which is posted by YOU ?!


yeahh.. father son relationship..
seriously.. you just spill it out like this, so easily..
what about those hard day, happy day we've been through together before ?!
so you just forget about it just bcoz you're in a fucking bad mood ?!

ya lo.. i don't deserved to be YOUR father.. btw.. DID i ask you to be ? you're just bcoz you're part of my complicated family's SON or BRO or WHATEVER

Yeap, i don't respect you.. you correct lahh.. you right all lahh..
i most sohai lahh..

sien.. speechless...

如果现在再说一次 我爱你 还有机会吗?

haixx.. why i like that de lehh ? ):
i wish i were just despo-ing..
but i know i'm not..
ahhhhhhhhhh dunnoe what am i talking about lahh =.="